Suicide’s Awakening Lament (Trigger warning) Warning Trauma Story (Please take precaution)

Suicide’s Awakening Lament 

Cursed of thee beating heart
Destined to lose you so soon
Be damned this wicked life

Am I the one in this hell-bent life?

Begone you,
bitch

Take back this wretched pain!

Bring back my smoke covered glasses
Bring back those happy tears

Bring me back to life
Bring me back to you
- R. D. Hatch

I lost my sister to suicide when she was only 15 years old. I am much older than she was. At the time, I was 23 years old with a 3 year old and my husband. Finding the light in life was hard to find for a long time. If you ever find a time where you find it hard to see happiness in the future, do not be afraid to reach out to 9-8-8. This is the Nationwide Suicide Hotline. They can help you find the resources that will guide you.

February 16, 2016 will always be the hardest day of my life. Strength, love, empathy, and perseverance will help build one another up. If you have your own story, I would like to hear it. Holding in your pain will only make it worse.

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